Gementar!!!!

Arghhh demit. Aku perlu cara megatasi masalah ini. Dah prepare sgale macam nk elak dari rase nevous nie. Dah rase confident nak wat tetibe die dtg plak. Pasal gementar jer sangup aku cancel kan ape yg aku nak buat tu. Adoi...tension la cam nie.. Need to calm down la..think..think..tarik nafas dalam..bertenang..

im not gonna move, i will waiting for you..

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

p/s: touched by this..

HEARTBROKEN

HEARTBROKEN, its sucks,
it feels like your heart is being struck by a single shock of lightning.
your whole day suddenly change,
you might laughs for all day
and cry at night,
you might hide it,
but you cant lie to yourself,
what can you do to cure the wound
only time is antidote
and definitely it will leave you a scar
HOPE is the only prescription you can hang on to..

p/s:ini hanya dogeng hidup..jgn amik peduli

its roll and rolling again

Skang nie aku tengah kebosanan dengan rutin hidup aku yg bosan. Mane taknye cube bayangkn rutin nie:

7.00a.m: bagun mandi, siap² gi klass, sarapan
8.00a.m - 5.00 p.m: dok kat bengkel (ade keje siapkn, xde keje cari port baik punye pastu tido)
5.00p.m - 7.00 p.m: org ajk gi bersukan aku join. kalo tak sambong lik tido.
7.00 p.m - 9.00 p.m: pegi surau. (kalo tak pegi plak kang boring plak terperuk dlm bilik sorang²)
9.00 p.m - 12.00 a.m: tunggu turn nk online interner. (bile dpt online habis² pon aku update fb, nk surf web lin xtau)
12.00 a.m - 7.00 a.m: tido. mengharapkan mimpi² indah unt ceriakn hidup hari esok.

dari isnin sampai jumaat itu la rutin aku kat ILP nie.. maunye tak boring. tapi takpe la, sabar uzer lagi 6 bln jer nk bertahan.