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rindu la nak menulis balik.tp ape bleh buat.setaun idop kat sini langsung tak mendewasakan otak aku.tiap-tiap ari rutin same.tiap-tiap ari bende same.tiap-tiap ari saket yg same.ape bleh wat.nie sume untuk mase depan.kalo tak kerane ilmu aku tak pilih jalan nie.

SOME-DAY

Maybe satu hari nanti aku nak pack barang2 aku dlm satu beg, berenti dari keje atau pon ape saje rutin harian, dengan sebijik kamera, notebook, and maybe HD cam travel satu dunia, pergi merate and segala pelusok dunia, lihat keindahan dunia, penderitaan manusia, buat segale bende, belajar semua culture, dan rasai nikmat hidup kat dunia nie puas2. Mungkin pegi sorang diri, ungtungla kalo berdua. SOMEDAY.....I WILL

Cubaan

Cuaca malam agak panas, tak seperti malam-malam semalam. Sambil melayan untuk melelapkan mata timbul satu persoalan di hati . "betol ke die ?". satu persatu solan bersilih ganti. "betol ke tindakan aku ?","patot ke aku berterus terang ?","milik aku ker si dia ?", "hmmmm".


Sedang memikirkan jawapan pada soal hati, mulut terase kurang selesa. Terasa sesuatu terselit dicelah gigi. Owh cili rupenye, lalu diludah kesebelah. Ntah mcm mana hinggap di pipi rakan yg membongkang atas lantai. "prottt", dendam dibalas. "cibai dalam tido die bole balas dendam", bicara aku sambil seyum sinis.

Gementar!!!!

Arghhh demit. Aku perlu cara megatasi masalah ini. Dah prepare sgale macam nk elak dari rase nevous nie. Dah rase confident nak wat tetibe die dtg plak. Pasal gementar jer sangup aku cancel kan ape yg aku nak buat tu. Adoi...tension la cam nie.. Need to calm down la..think..think..tarik nafas dalam..bertenang..

im not gonna move, i will waiting for you..

Going back to the corner where I first saw you
Gonna camp in my sleeping bag, I'm not gonna move
Got some words on cardboard, got your picture in my hand
Saying if you see this girl can you tell her where I am

Some try to hand me money, they don't understand
I'm not broke I'm just a broken hearted man
I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do
How can I move on when I've been in love with you

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving
I'm not moving

Policeman says son you can't stay here
I said there's someone I'm waiting for if it's a day, a month, a year
Gotta stand my ground even if it rains or snows
If she changes her mind this is the first place she will go

'Cause if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I could be
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet
And you see me waiting for you on the corner of the street

So I'm not moving

People talk about the guy
Who's waiting on a girl, oh whoa
There are no holes in his shoes
But a big hole in his world

Maybe I'll get famous as the man who can't be moved
And maybe you won't mean to but you'll see me on the news
And you'll come running to the corner
'Cause you'll know it's just for you

I'm the man who can't be moved

p/s: touched by this..

HEARTBROKEN

HEARTBROKEN, its sucks,
it feels like your heart is being struck by a single shock of lightning.
your whole day suddenly change,
you might laughs for all day
and cry at night,
you might hide it,
but you cant lie to yourself,
what can you do to cure the wound
only time is antidote
and definitely it will leave you a scar
HOPE is the only prescription you can hang on to..

p/s:ini hanya dogeng hidup..jgn amik peduli

its roll and rolling again

Skang nie aku tengah kebosanan dengan rutin hidup aku yg bosan. Mane taknye cube bayangkn rutin nie:

7.00a.m: bagun mandi, siap² gi klass, sarapan
8.00a.m - 5.00 p.m: dok kat bengkel (ade keje siapkn, xde keje cari port baik punye pastu tido)
5.00p.m - 7.00 p.m: org ajk gi bersukan aku join. kalo tak sambong lik tido.
7.00 p.m - 9.00 p.m: pegi surau. (kalo tak pegi plak kang boring plak terperuk dlm bilik sorang²)
9.00 p.m - 12.00 a.m: tunggu turn nk online interner. (bile dpt online habis² pon aku update fb, nk surf web lin xtau)
12.00 a.m - 7.00 a.m: tido. mengharapkan mimpi² indah unt ceriakn hidup hari esok.

dari isnin sampai jumaat itu la rutin aku kat ILP nie.. maunye tak boring. tapi takpe la, sabar uzer lagi 6 bln jer nk bertahan.

Mencari arah

Hah pagi yg indah dan fresh, cuaca yg sesuai unt pegi berjoging. Org sume sibok study, tgh pecah kepla menjawab exam, aku dok menupdate blog. Sorang² jer kat bilik memang waktu yg sesuai untu menulis, privacy penting. Jarang aku nk berjage pagi bute nie melainkn kalo ade klass. Bagun awal ingatkn ade exam, skali exam cancel, pospone esok. Bagus gak dpt pospone tak 100% ready lagi nie. Revision dh buat, toyol pon dh buat, cume confident jer xde. Ujian amali plak, xtau camner die punye format exam.

BTW as what i did told and promise the reason why im here in ILP. Al-kisah 6 bulan mencari arah lepas habis diploma program, macam² tempat dah aku hantar resume. Satu pon xdpt. Keje la part time, tu pon xpnh nk stay lame. Industri sekarang nie nak kn pekerja or graduan yg boleh bekerja. Thats what i've been told by my uncle and my father fren. So then i did apply for INSEP program a.k.a INduStrial Enhancement Program. Apply punye apply satu pon xdpt. even pakai org dlm untu INSEP dgn petronas pon xdpt. Kecewa sudah. Dlm pemerhatian aku sepanjang mencari arah, selak surat khabar hari², kebayakan kerja yang paling banyak nk pakai adelah CADD technician. Ramai yg xtau sebenarnye CADD technician nie lumayan gajinye. Pastu aku decide unt pilih and cube karier nie, research la kat mane tempat yg ade tawar program CADD dlm jangka masa pendek. Itu yg terselit kat ILP nie, sib baik choice aku stakat nie memuaskan. Kat ILP nie program CADD die tawarkan mmg bagus, ko akan diajar dari A to Z pasal CADD. dari CADD mekanikal sampai la CADD architecture. yg satu lagi best nye teori 5 minit jer then ko buat la keje amali ko sampai siap. Dh siap main la game online fb ke or ko buat la ape nak buat dari jam 8 pagi sampai 5 petang. Bayaran yuran, asrama, makan and elaun tok sah nk risau la, sume ditangung kerajaan. Yg tak bestnye elaun skit sgt, RM100 jer die bagi, RM100 tu sehari jer bole abis. Pandai² ko la nk cari duit lebih.


Pasal life aku kat sini plak nnt aku citer kat next post plak. Uzer kat sini lain dgn Uzair kat lagenda dulu. ha³.

A quick start

Lame gak tak menulis kat blog nie. Kind of blur what need to write here. Actually bayak sbnarnye bende nk ditulis. Tapi xtau nk start kat mana. So let me start with what am i doing now.

Skang nie aku berada dibanting selangor. Still study kat ILP Kuala Langat. Buat sijil kemahiran in CADD mekanikal. Setaun jer kat sini plus 3 bln industrial training. Dah 6 bln aku kat sini dan maknenye tinggal lagi 6 bln nk tempuh kat sini. Ramai yg tanye aku pasal apa amik sijil sedangkan dh ade dip?. Panjang citernye kenape, so maybe nnt aku citer kat next post eak.

Big news

Hey there all my fellas, guess what? im back to blog. So much shit need to be told. First i need to renovate my blog and hide my identities. Why ? cause im going say something sensitive and some people will shit on me as i shit on them. This is what happens if you living with a bunch of hypocrites.